Project: OFF0002-MC_Hollywood_BBC Clip Name: Unk Speaker 1: 00:00:13:11 - 00:00:14:01 mewn ddweud i'r Speaker 1: 00:00:14:04 - 00:00:15:03 ddweud i ni yw ddweud diwethaf Speaker 1: 00:00:15:14 - 00:00:19:18 ddweud i ddweud i ddweud i'u ddweud o'r modd a'r modd, o'r ddweud i'r ddweud. Speaker 1: 00:00:20:09 - 00:00:26:20 A sy'n gweithio i ddatblygu ddweud y modd yn dweud i'r ffordd i fath a'r bod i ddeugodd Speaker 1: 00:00:28:03 - 00:00:35:19 moved to London in 2013 when I was 19 Speaker 1: 00:00:36:11 - 00:00:40:10 I started doing quite a lot of work. Speaker 1: 00:00:40:23 - 00:00:43:03 I was working a lot for Stella McCartney Speaker 1: 00:00:43:08 - 00:00:49:13 there was a manager who told me that there are models who are getting invited to 30 seconds of Mars. Speaker 1: 00:00:50:06 - 00:01:00:02 So they had put out an invitation that we could go and see the show and then there was also a VIP meet up afterwards that we could go to Speaker 1: 00:01:00:13 - 00:01:02:03 didn't know a lot about Jared. Speaker 1: 00:01:03:08 - 00:01:07:01 I had seen him obviously in some movies Speaker 1: 00:01:07:11 - 00:01:15:00 I knew 30 seconds to Mars before I had listened to some of their first albums and I liked that. Speaker 1: 00:01:15:00 - 00:01:21:13 I like rock and I like metal music so I liked some of their early stuff Speaker 1: 00:01:22:03 - 00:01:25:11 concert was at the O2. I had never been there. Speaker 1: 00:01:26:10 - 00:01:35:24 And the model I was supposed to go with gotts ill so I had to go by myself and that was a little bit scary Speaker 1: 00:01:37:11 - 00:01:39:18 It was a good concert I remember Speaker 1: 00:01:40:20 - 00:01:45:16 Afterwards I think there was the VIP thing where I went Speaker 1: 00:01:46:00 - 00:01:50:16 don't recall seeing anyone else from the band other than Jared Speaker 1: 00:01:51:13 - 00:01:55:06 somehow the assistant got to me and asked if I wanted to go Speaker 1: 00:01:55:06 - 00:01:57:05 to an after party at Shortage House Speaker 1: 00:01:58:12 - 00:02:00:17 I remember thinking to myself I've never been there. Speaker 1: 00:02:01:14 - 00:02:02:00 I want to go. Speaker 1: 00:02:02:06 - 00:02:03:02 I want to see what it is Speaker 1: 00:02:03:13 - 00:02:04:17 So we went there Speaker 1: 00:02:05:03 - 00:02:06:02 there were eight people. Speaker 1: 00:02:06:02 - 00:02:09:17 So we were eight people and mostly just women and then Jared Speaker 1: 00:02:10:22 - 00:02:13:03 And they were all older than me. Speaker 1: 00:02:13:06 - 00:02:14:10 I think I was the youngest there Speaker 1: 00:02:15:15 - 00:02:17:06 remember that or Speaker 1: 00:02:17:06 - 00:02:29:09 Jared was going around to all these women around the table because he came at some point and then who sat there and then he was asking people if they were sexually assaulted as children and Speaker 1: 00:02:29:09 - 00:02:30:15 it was just so weird Speaker 1: 00:02:31:02 - 00:02:33:04 it was so detached from reality Speaker 2: 00:02:33:06 - 00:02:39:15 and then he comes to me and he's trying to figure out if I've been sexually assaulted as a child, and I keep saying no Speaker 2: 00:02:40:10 - 00:02:52:06 I just remember that I got fed up with it, so I make up this horrific story about how I've been molested and all the gory details. Speaker 2: 00:02:54:21 - 00:02:59:17 And everyone around the table just are very shocked. Speaker 2: 00:03:00:11 - 00:03:01:19 Everyone is very shocked. Speaker 2: 00:03:02:06 - 00:03:15:11 And instead of him reacting in the same way as the others, he just kind of gets this little grin, and then he looks at me like I knew it. Speaker 2: 00:03:16:05 - 00:03:19:16 I knew that you've been sexually assaulted as a child Speaker 1: 00:03:20:12 - 00:03:25:06 And then I remember going to the bathroom and when I came out. Speaker 1: 00:03:26:03 - 00:03:28:08 He was standing like in the corridor so Speaker 1: 00:03:28:15 - 00:03:29:20 And then we started talking Speaker 1: 00:03:30:24 - 00:03:35:10 says something and it gets me to say do you know how old I am. Speaker 1: 00:03:37:15 - 00:03:41:00 And then he says no and then Speaker 1: 00:03:41:01 - 00:03:45:15 a Speaker 1: 00:03:45:15 - 00:03:51:16 I just remember that I felt that the need to say that I'm younger than I am Speaker 3: 00:03:51:22 - 00:03:54:24 I think he was in the beginning of his 30s at that point. Speaker 3: 00:03:55:19 - 00:03:59:04 So there was still like at least 10 years in between us Speaker 1: 00:03:59:16 - 00:04:07:06 And then I remember something in the terms of him saying well age is just a number and anyway we're in Europe Speaker 1: 00:04:07:20 - 00:04:08:23 I Don't trust this Speaker 1: 00:04:09:10 - 00:04:15:24 Roedd ychydig i gyd ond yn holl gyda'r lle 'di'n glas ar gyfer yr unig i ni erioed yn bobl yn cynllunio'r Unig Speaker 1: 00:04:17:03 - 00:04:24:22 I remember speaking to the assistant who was saying that there was the next place to go to Speaker 1: 00:04:25:13 - 00:04:29:05 And at this time I remember that my phone was dying. Speaker 1: 00:04:29:22 - 00:04:32:04 So I was saying but I don't know where it is. Speaker 1: 00:04:34:10 - 00:04:37:05 Like how am I going to get there blah blah blah and Speaker 1: 00:04:37:06 - 00:04:41:24 she kept like pushing and saying, No no no it's really easy it's right over there blah Speaker 1: 00:04:41:24 - 00:04:46:10 If I'm going to go to the next location how do I know how to get from there to home Speaker 1: 00:04:46:19 - 00:04:47:18 This is going to be difficult. Speaker 1: 00:04:47:21 - 00:04:48:16 My phone is dying. Speaker 1: 00:04:48:19 - 00:04:49:16 I don't have a charger. Speaker 1: 00:04:50:14 - 00:04:52:16 I don't know really where I am Speaker 1: 00:04:52:16 - 00:05:01:02 like okay well we can always check it out and see what it is and if it's not fun at least I might get a charger and then charge my phone and then I can go home Speaker 1: 00:05:01:03 - 00:05:09:03 And I don't remember if she walks me over to the hotel or how it is but at some point she's then says I Speaker 1: 00:05:09:03 - 00:05:10:08 oh but I'm not coming Speaker 3: 00:05:11:14 - 00:05:12:15 the assistant is a woman. Speaker 3: 00:05:13:14 - 00:05:19:21 So, I trusted her that she would obviously not put me in a bad place Speaker 1: 00:05:20:24 - 00:05:22:15 get into the hotel room Speaker 1: 00:05:23:05 - 00:05:25:12 And then it's really dark. Speaker 1: 00:05:27:09 - 00:05:31:11 And then I see that it's just him sitting on the bed. Speaker 1: 00:05:33:20 - 00:05:37:23 And I'm like, when there supposed to be other people? Speaker 1: 00:05:39:12 - 00:05:41:15 And I think he just says, no, it's just you and I Speaker 1: 00:05:43:08 - 00:05:45:20 throughout this whole night Speaker 1: 00:05:46:23 - 00:05:52:16 been sent out to this whole thing through the agency. Speaker 1: 00:05:52:23 - 00:05:56:16 So at the same time, I'm also like, Well, I guess I'm safe Speaker 1: 00:05:57:03 - 00:06:03:10 And the other part of me was also saying, Yeah, well, this is a celebrity. Speaker 1: 00:06:03:22 - 00:06:07:04 If he does something, that's going to be all over the news Speaker 1: 00:06:07:04 - 00:06:09:10 And the assistant was saying that, Go this. Speaker 1: 00:06:09:20 - 00:06:11:13 Like, go here Speaker 1: 00:06:12:02 - 00:06:21:16 Then I'm sat there and saying, Okay, well, my phone is dying, so I can't really get home from here. Speaker 1: 00:06:21:16 - 00:06:24:08 Do you have, like, I also don't have any cash left Speaker 1: 00:06:25:05 - 00:06:26:11 It's the middle of the night. Speaker 1: 00:06:27:01 - 00:06:29:12 Can I just sleep here then? Speaker 1: 00:06:29:12 - 00:06:38:04 And then he just goes, If you're going to sleep here, you're going to wake up with a dick in your ass Speaker 1: 00:06:41:11 - 00:06:44:05 and I think I ask him like, What did you say? Speaker 1: 00:06:44:05 - 00:06:49:13 And he says this a few times, If you're going to sleep here, you're going to wake up with a dick in your ass Speaker 3: 00:06:52:15 - 00:06:54:23 it was like, was this predetermined Speaker 1: 00:06:56:00 - 00:07:00:22 At that point I was like, okay, maybe I could be in trouble here Speaker 1: 00:07:02:18 - 00:07:04:05 he said it as a fact. Speaker 1: 00:07:05:14 - 00:07:08:21 He didn't say, I'm gonna do this to you. Speaker 1: 00:07:08:21 - 00:07:14:21 He said, There's gonna be this consequence if you sleep here. Speaker 1: 00:07:15:10 - 00:07:18:12 So it's up to you whether you sleep here or not. Speaker 1: 00:07:19:08 - 00:07:22:17 But if you are gonna sleep here, you're gonna get sexual assaultive Speaker 3: 00:07:25:06 - 00:07:30:20 It seemed very likely that that had happened before Speaker 1: 00:07:31:08 - 00:07:32:08 okay I need to get out. Speaker 1: 00:07:32:20 - 00:07:48:23 And now the streets of London in the middle of the night are safer than in a hotel room with someone who should be a decent human being because they are idolized and a huge public figure Speaker 1: 00:07:49:12 - 00:07:51:12 I remember being really angry. Speaker 1: 00:07:52:12 - 00:07:55:23 I was angry at myself for going into the hotel room. Speaker 1: 00:07:57:05 - 00:08:00:20 I was putting a lot of blame on myself Speaker 1: 00:08:01:22 - 00:08:06:06 saying to myself that obviously that was a stupid thing of me to do Speaker 1: 00:08:07:01 - 00:08:08:04 downplay everything, right? Speaker 1: 00:08:08:19 - 00:08:09:16 Nothing happened. Speaker 1: 00:08:10:00 - 00:08:11:02 He didn't touch me. Speaker 1: 00:08:13:03 - 00:08:14:14 I got out. Speaker 1: 00:08:15:02 - 00:08:16:03 It was probably a misunderstanding. Speaker 1: 00:08:16:18 - 00:08:17:21 I was probably the only one. Speaker 1: 00:08:19:05 - 00:08:20:21 But I'm probably not the only one Speaker 2: 00:08:21:06 - 00:08:22:23 fod yn gweithio i'r ffordd. Speaker 1: 00:08:31:18 - 00:08:32:20 Just gonna take a small break. Speaker 3: 00:08:33:02 - 00:08:33:22 Yeah, of course. Speaker 3: 00:08:37:20 - 00:08:38:09 Okay Speaker 3: 00:08:39:10 - 00:08:40:22 felt tricked to go there 'cause Speaker 3: 00:08:40:22 - 00:08:46:16 I told all the reasons why I shouldn't go to the next place because I didn't know where I was. Speaker 3: 00:08:47:04 - 00:08:48:04 My phone was dying. Speaker 3: 00:08:49:08 - 00:08:57:05 And every time that I had an excuse for not going, I was getting nudged to go further Speaker 3: 00:08:57:20 - 00:09:05:11 supposed to be protected by other adults and then you're the youngest You're kind of still a kid and then you realize I'm not protected Speaker 3: 00:09:08:08 - 00:09:18:02 Remember when the movie suicide squad came out It took me a long while before I wanted to watch it I didn't actually know that it was affecting that it had affected me that much Speaker 3: 00:09:18:18 - 00:09:22:00 I don't understand how you can be a famous person do Speaker 3: 00:09:22:05 - 00:09:25:02 then not have any consequences of that Speaker 3: 00:09:25:13 - 00:09:32:22 it's kind of just saying It doesn't matter what happened you're not worth it I